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Post by Caylee Thayer on Dec 24, 2008 16:31:19 GMT -5
This was all so sudden. And even though Caylee had wanted to do this much, much longer than Emmett had, there was still doubts and thoughts that she had in the back of her mind whenever she would think about sex with him. Wouldn't it be just... weird? Would Emmett think it'd be weird? What if they did this and regretted it? Caylee thought about them so often, that's why she never straight out asked Emmett to do this with her.
"Emmett..." Caylee murmured against his lips as he went into kiss her again. There was just something wrong about this. And it wasn't because it was Emmett and Mary Jane. There was something wrong with this. And Caylee was pretty sure she knew what was up. She pulled away from his face and held it softly with her two hands. "Emmie, if this is just because you want a distraction from what's wrong in your life, please please reconsider this. I don't want to just be a way for you to forget this. I want this-," she motioned in between them, "- to be because of the passion and love between us. I don't want it to be because you want to use this as an excuse to not deal with what's wrong. That is not how I pictured this to be."
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